My Harris-Trump choice drained me. But I finally have determined which candidate I will vote AGAINST. My decision came in a flash, thanks to an unexpected epiphany that focused on factors I had not even considered earlier. An examination of those factors revealed which of these sorry candidates scares me more.
Like many of you, I’ve been obsessed with this election cycle, being worried about the direction of our country, and truly alarmed by what might lay ahead. (I’m still worried and alarmed, but at least I’ve made a decision.)
It has been a long process. Nearly a year ago I reported on this site my misgivings about the 2024 election as Biden and Trump prepared to slug it out (See here for that post). I saw no improvement after Biden was forced out and endorsed Harris. As I’ve followed these two candidates over the past few months, both seemed determined to dig themselves deeper into their self-made trenches.

Trump worries:
I initially worried less about Trump. The reason was simple. When I compared his term in office with the Biden-Harris term, Trump came out ahead. Biden’s disastrous withdrawal from Afghanistan still rankled me, as did the increase in inflation during his watch. (A CBS article earlier this month reported that groceries cost 26% more than than in January 2020.) And worst of all, Biden’s executive orders that opened the border and allowed millions of illegals to flood across our country (with Harris supposedly in charge of the border). All of these soured me on the present administration.
But Trump is Trump, and he appeared to have the larger shovel, throwing dirt on former associates, the mainstream media, and anyone else he came in contact with. He dug himself deeper and deeper as he ranted on and on. He made stupid comments and illogical allegations. At times he sounded deranged. He lied about practically everything. Not surprisingly, he kept sinking in my ranking.
Harris worries:
Harris too has had problems. After her post-convention bounce, and the resulting few percentage point lead over Trump, she’s bumped along with little momentum. Nonetheless, she gained a bit in my view, mainly I think by remaining well above Trump’s often uncouth level of behavior.
At other times I lowered her grade, partly because of the multiple times she seems to contradict herself. For instance, when asked if she would have done anything differently from Mr. Biden on any issue, she replied, “There is not a thing that comes to mind.” That suggests that she would continue the Biden administration’s policies. But hold on! Her current campaign message focused on “a new way forward.” Is she trying to confuse voters? Or is she confused?
Buying votes:
Both candidates are guilty here, each presumably believing that promising some extra dough for voters (by reducing their taxes, or giving them government handouts), might sway them to punch their ticket. Both Trump and Harris have proposed tax cuts on tips, seemingly to appeal to working-class voters in key states like Nevada, where tipped workers in hospitality and service play a major role in the economy. But Harris may lead the charge here. She has proposed a number of financial incentives to appeal to voters, especially ones focused on housing affordability and family support. She has proposed to provide a $25,000 down payment grant to first-time home buyers. That should get some votes, but at the same time it certainly would increase home prices across the board, just as the government-provided money for student loans and Pell grants ignited the explosion of college tuition (See my take on that here). Harris has also touted a $6,000 tax credit for parents of newborns.
These are just some of the developments I’ve been watching intently over the past several weeks while juggling my view on which of these two mediocre (at best) candidates might cause the most damage if elected. It’s sad to have such negative thoughts, but I see what I see. I’ve never felt so down in all my years of voting. I yearn for the days when I happily voted FOR John F. Kennedy, and later FOR Ronald Reagan.
But yearning does not alter reality. Soon I will need to vote (and you too, if you haven’t already). It may have been that realization that led me to focus sharply on recent events and jam them into the pro-con mish-mash swirling in my head. During this process, suddenly and unexpectedly, I knew how I would vote. My Harris-Trump choice!
My epiphany:
It happened as I zeroed in on both candidates, searching for their pulse if you will. In Greensboro, NC, Trump showed up and yelled at length with his typical hyperbole. “I’m here today with a message of hope for all Americans,” he said. “With your vote this election. I will end inflation. I will stop the invasion of criminals into our country. And I will bring back, as your president, the American dream. We’re going to bring it back. Our country is being crippled and destroyed by Kamala Harris, but it does not have to be this way. It won’t be this way for long, hopefully what we’ve put up with, with the two of them. What we put up with the two of them with your support on November 5th, America will be bigger, better, bolder, richer, safer and stronger than ever before.” He went on, as you might imagine, for nearly two hours. Blah, Blah, Blah.
At about the same time, Harris had a town hall meeting in Michigan that was hosted by Maria Shriver. A woman attending the event asked Shriver, “Are we going to be able to ask a question?” According to the Daily Mail, Shriver replied, “You’re not, unfortunately, we have some pre-determined questions. Hopefully I’ll be able to ask some of the questions that might be in your head,” She added.
What is going on? I thought. Kamala Harris has served in the United States Senate. She has been vice president for nearly four years, and she can only take “pre-determined questions” in a town hall meeting? Why won’t she answer questions? As I factored that into my mish-mash, I related it to Harris’s reluctance to be interviewed by a number of legacy media outlets. Newsweek cited one significant example (See that here), quoting the owner of TIME who said, “Despite multiple requests, TIME has not been granted an interview with Kamala Harris—unlike every other Presidential candidate.
Eureka!
At that instant I saw what I had missed. Donald Trump is in many ways a despicable character, but he has a backbone. He is brash and declares himself in uncertain terms. Kamala Harris, on the other hand has been timorous on the campaign trail, often sounding as if she has a thin spine. I’ve wondered why she behaves that way. Does she shy away from certain interviews, and set up pre-determined questions so that she will avoid saying what she actually believes? Does she fear her honest beliefs will turn off voters? Or is she simply unable to organize and gather her thoughts? These possibilities are the most likely to me. And they worry me.
I prefer someone with a strong backbone in the Oval Office. Although Donald Trump has character flaws galore, he appears to me to be the lesser of two evils as a presidential candidate. For those reasons, I will vote against Kamala Harris by placing an X next to her opponent’s name. I will feel neither joy nor optimism as I vote, and I will continue to worry about our country’s future, but I will know I made a reasoned decision. My Harris-Trump choice!
The personality issue:
Numerous individuals have told me they will not vote for Trump for the simple reason that they could never vote for such an abhorrent individual. I understand that emotion, but it is worth remembering that this election is more than about Trump. This election will greatly influence the future of our country. Shouldn’t that fact be part of a voting decision? After all, 60% of us think our country is heading in the wrong direction.
Here’s a question. Is the Donald Trump of today much different from the one who earlier occupied the Oval Office? I think he is pretty much the same vain, vulgar, insulting, boorish guy he was when president. Yet, despite his character flaws, and despite the battering he took from the mainstream media, and our legal system (over the now-debunked Steele dossier that was funded by Hillary Clinton’s 2016 presidential campaign), he somehow managed to get things done while in office. Another question. Would Trump be effective if elected for a second term? I do not know. He certainly would again be the target of most national media. Nonetheless, I fear him less than I fear Kamala Harris.
Final note:
Okay. This is it. I’m laying off of politics for a while. I intend to be silent on all subjects here until at least after November 5th. Beyond that, unless the unthinkable happens, I will avoid political comment until at least the end of 2024. I plan to clear my head and focus on other topics. Thanks for listening. And stay tuned.













